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I remember telling my dad from the beginning how excited I was to me some one (this Girl). How excited I was about them. We had already met with the first kiss and gaze I will never forget I was so frightened and it happened. The first time we met was a surprize that day I would never forget for the rest of my life at the movies in a place I was farmiliar and felt safe there. there was an naugty innocence and friendship....

Location:
Australia, Sydney
Gender:
Male
Areas of expertise:
Electrical
Associations:
WordPress, facebook, gmail
Languages:
English, Arabic
My website links:
facebook,
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More About Me

I'm passionate about

communicating, learning and understanding, Empathy, forgiving, Pure Innocent Desire.

An idea worth spreading

Understanding False Testamony against me. and LOVE, a broken heart.

Talk to me about

love, relationships, intimacy, jesus and religion, hurt/pain, greif, loss, friendships, kindness, pursecution/judge, TED, wordpress, publishing, writing. hopefully i can talk about a book and writing.

People don't know that I'm good at

speaking from my heart: I want to write a book please help me about love (it starts when we met).

My TED Story

I want to write a book please help me about love (it starts when we met). I have a thousand pages already of intimacy, pain, anger, destruction, expression, experiences, perception, betrayal.
Walking in the spirit of things

The religion hasn’t done this it has ruined my love. Trying to figure out where love and gentleness can be in a world of contradiction, stress, madness and pressure. (GODandME) But if we begin by being surprised every morning at everything around us we begin to see the newness in every thing. We discover passion and renewal and energy of nature throbbing and showing as new dimensions of everything we take for granted. The wonder and fun and enthrallment that gets lost in adulthood can return in an amazing way as wonder and curiosity, adventure and magic possesses every fibre of our being. This is a self discovery- a power that awakens the senses, the spirit and the fire. Without this dynamism and vitality, life can be tedious and shallow, (her love .....

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  • A reply on Conversation: Love is not the strongest emotional force within a person......

    May 30 2012: Hey derek,
    I want to say Ive been hurt and that has been my biggest drive to understanding. but also my faith in something more my greatest inspiration! jst continuing to look into your conversation. I have recieved some lovely feed back from my comments thankyou for you intrigue.
  • A reply on Conversation: Love is not the strongest emotional force within a person......

    May 30 2012: Hi Derek,
    Sorry i dont know how to find this link. Its in the questions conversations. By myles horton-Is there such thing as a selfless act of kindness? Thanks for your interest I also have on my name a ted profile damien mcminn a similar question that has had some positive feed back : "Isnt love the most powerful thing that can be used against someone or is it vulnerability?".
  • A reply on Conversation: Love is not the strongest emotional force within a person......

    May 30 2012: Hi Derek,
    Sorry i dont know how to find this link. Its in the questions conversations. by myles horton-Is there such thing as a selfless act of kindness?
    thanks for your interest
  • A comment on Conversation: How to solve youths problems ?

    May 29 2012: i think the stress of every day life. i was just watching a programme about the immagrants getting preferance to work in our mines in australia. there is also a mining giant lobbying for 1700 jobs to be here for them when the government knows 4000 australians just lost thier jobs and they say theres a shortage of trades man... I think these politicians making the discisions are on another planet making unbelievable money and joint ventures and the reality is too hard for "normal" FAMILIES working two jobs and living on a viscious circle. and kids these days just rebel and want to express individuallity. they dont want to be told what to do and I dont blame them when the public service and the security of our CAREERS are blemished by middle management and accademics who live in lala land and no experience! its similar to the indiginous communities they stick out in country towns from different tribes trying to get along....
  • A reply on Conversation: Love is not the strongest emotional force within a person......

    May 29 2012: i have found some thing perculiar in another conversation and I have written some thing that could be relivant to my explaining your experience or question. if you bare with me i can follow it up for you derek? by myles horton-Is there such thing as a selfless act of kindness? its from my discussion and response!
  • A comment on Conversation: Can the schizophrenic brain be retrained to work around the dysfunctional area?

    May 27 2012: continuing... thats with out mentioning my latest experience and witnessing a serious pedestriain accident and mentioning- "holistic healing".
  • A comment on Conversation: Can the schizophrenic brain be retrained to work around the dysfunctional area?

    May 27 2012: I was married once and the girl a friend of mine still had a violent and complex domestic up bringing living in australia as an Arabic lebanese girl. With this and what she had been through she was diagnosed with bipolar. When we met she had brought herself to a stable life and living with her beautiful Daughter we had become friends. I also with out going into our details of the relationship and the complexities of forming a companionship in the beginning we ended up getting married 3 years into it. I also noticed she was really maintaining her heath reasonably well; not to mention she was completing a Degree in Art at university and she was very good to heal herself to a degree. I over looked this disorder as one of the compexions that could of been a difficulty that might of declined ever working out in the future... So I moved her out of her enviroment to a place on the Central Coast and had brought a home in a real peacful and tranqual place out of the city. over the years we had separated and this is where we transformed our friendship going through divorce and settlement with our son in between us. to cut a long story short We have been separated for about 5 years now and I have noticed she has been so well and a good person I would even say she has toltally evolved and with the continued support as friends and subtlety of how we have managed our separation and maintained our friendship I have seen her cured from this disorder even though she still takes medication incase of a relaps. she has florished into a lovely person and functioning on a "normal lifestyle". So to me I think It was the trauma of the domestics and enviroment she was earlier exposed to in her adolesents thatwas like the diagnosis of post traumatic depression. it just makes me wonder if with some books that i have read like: my stroke of insight, being different (aspergas), quantium healing; people with prior knowledge to this disfunction in thier life can be reabilitated. con't...
  • A comment on Conversation: Love is not the strongest emotional force within a person......

    May 23 2012: I find this interesting as i read you conversation derek. I have fallen in to love and found that this person in many ways has sent my life into a negative spiral but i have realised it was all a selfish act of evil and benifit to themselves for investment into themselve as they cannot face there own personal destinies there own. anyway i have only experienced this as as i was spiralling out of control i also was meeting people that have been in volved with me in this place i had not been as i will explain for example in a second. there have been a number of topics just been expressed above these that relate to a story that i have also tried to tell was my experience being in a relationship of love and that of you experience in the shower the power of love and the strength it has to lure you into certain pathss if you get my drift. just to finish my spin- I have loved someone but after this experience i fell into a relationship where a girl that i was with 1 night had been hit and ran over by a car right in front of me. she is ok still recovering though. but as i have experienced and from her own words she said i was one of the most sefless people she had met and prescious to her. her family didnt want anything to do with me so i just said i will be around if she wants me and thats the luck i have and experience with love.in short I loved some one as i have always started and they had issues and never let that love into their life. this might start another subject that you can love more than one person or just i will never be able to love the right PERSON
  • A comment on Conversation: What are some optimal professions for introverts?

    May 21 2012: electronics, gardening, proof reading, facebooker
  • A reply on Conversation: What is the 1 Question you'd ask or Idea you'd share with the TED Team ?

    Apr 2 2012: ted say my information is invalid and vague. but there is a number of the community that would like to talk about relationships to tell thier story. the most important thing is these people really want to talk about something important to them as someone else would benifit from it iether if editors or administrators dont as i have just had my beginning of a story removed. i only want to reach out and find some people interested to write or find new stories to tell!!! !!!!! D
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